What Japhy Said

Being in a motor boat touring a tropical paradise and getting out every little while to snorkel or tan or eat seafood or see colonial churches...

 

...I thought to myself "man. this is pretty wonderful. Breathtaking even."

But you know, it is all nothing. Just a projection of the mind. It does not even exist!!!!

And it does not affect me. I can change my environment to be whatever I want it to be. And I will be the same unless I change myself. 

I occasionally long for the mountains of Virginia. I occasionally really dig on the scene here. And today--I felt spaceless. I did not long for anything. I felt like nothing existed and I was nowhere and nothing too. Comparisons are odious.

I am doing well and shitty. No--I am just being.  Do I really believe all this? I don't know, but I am fascinated!


I'm reading too much. 

WHA? nah.