Alignment

Today is the last day of summer, and no other day could feel more like today--not just because of the rain clouds.  

I feel droopy.  I finally decided to stop my clowning around with the damn bicycle and get it fixed. I even got the lock lubed. It only cost 12 bucks to tune-up the whole thing. So that was pretty cool...

I have been playing a lot of the games that come with the computer lately. You know? Solitaire, Hearts, Minesweeper, Chess...and I suddenly suck at all of them. I used to be so good. And now I always lose. And it is really discouraging for my life--all the games keep stats, and I literally have only losses. Not one win. And it actually makes me feel like a loser in real life. 

In trying to reduce my time on the computer, I have let what feels like hundreds of e-mails pile up in my inbox that I want to respond to but now they sit there and stress me out. The no-brainer beach or e-mail? has become a brainer. 


The last 3 or 4 nights I have spent staying up late eating cookies. Doing nothing else. Literally standing over the cookie jar piling cookie after cookie into my mouth. Probably 50 per night. No joke. Why? What is going on?

What a boring Charlie Brown grinding slew of complaints. 

And suddenly a smile passes over my face! I feel good and I feel happy. I think I will go enjoy myself outside.