Anxiety

I am SO BAD at trusting other people to take care of business! 

Something needs to get done, and I feel the need to necessarily control it, cause I know I will make sure it gets done. 

But always trying to hold onto this control is so stressful.

And sometimes, as hard as I try, I just cannot control a situation. And it is left up to other people. And I lose my shit. 

I expect e-mails responded to within 3 hours. I expect everything to be immediately fixed. And when that does not happen, I nag and fret, because I do not trust. 

But shit always ends up getting done without a hitch.

Man, I need to chill about this stuff! I think it will make us all happier, yeah? What was it that shaped me to be this way? Probably something in my childhood but not necessarily something with my parents. 

One week left here is relieving and sad. 

Well, let's go Sox, huh!?